YThursday, January 31, 2008
oh shit larh. my parents not going overseas. which means i cant stay in my aunt hse during sch days. and i cant go home late. argh. wad de heck. herhs! and i'm having 2 tests tmr. phy and bio. and i haven study at al. i got no mood to study. as in de mood fer studying cos i jus feel lyk slacking. haha.
tmr got co and i'm dead. hais. i promise my mum to go home straight after sch. i've been out fer weeks and reach home at 6plus. hais. die larh. she gonna nag at me fer sure. so i got no choice. i nid help from mr wong. haha XD okay.
todae sumting veri bad happen larh. not to me. to other ppl. but it's our klass prob. hais. and sumting terrible will soon happen..
anyway todae co break went to hall to see table tennis. haha. good rite? LOL. requested fer justin and benjamin from e7 to play against each other. and pls. benjamin won larh. and justin is de vice captain. wad de hell? haha. no offence(:
oh i realise my post suddenly got alot of paragraphing. haha. i dunno y i suddenly type in tis kind of manner. but hu cares. it's neater rite?X)
YWednesday, January 30, 2008
HAPPY BDAE FIONA((:
haha. wonderful dae? me sending u home. special leh. and den got cake somemore. urs is so big while clare is so smal. haha. oh yea.
THNS CLARE FER RUSHING TO BUY DE CAKE(:
keep being suan by yz larh. walau. he so bad todae. ur bdae nth from me arh. haha. jkjk. i'm a good fren so i wil givXD
oh yea. and fiona present is veri good de okay. haha. everyone wil be envious of her present. worth alot okay! haha. wif our sincerity de(:
YMonday, January 28, 2008
yea. went out wif fiona and brian. brian treat pizza hut. haha. thns(: nth much oso larh. anyway i dunno y my mood change veri easy. beta dun tok rubbish to me or tok bout tings i dislike. thns[:
YSunday, January 27, 2008
i'm so krazy ytd nite. playing games wif chunsee. wun sae wad game it is or we die. haha. anyway i seems to hab no mood to do anyting at al. studies, hw or wadeva larh. jus feel lyk slacking al dae long. hais.
YSaturday, January 26, 2008
oh no i'm so bored..
YFriday, January 25, 2008
emo. emo. emo. once again i emo during sch tym. but todae i emo til physics lesson onli. which is after recess. haha. during physics justin ask me y i emo. i hackcare and continue to emo larh. den after tat he keep saying alot of tings and make me and hilary laff alot. and so we din listen to de lesson. haha. yups. he sitting opposite me so i saw sumting which i shldnt. haha. and it's darryl zhao geng. haha. i stil is spell lyk tat? anyway it's so bleah larh. so i ask justin and hilary to see. den justin tel darryl bout it and he tucked it. but me, hilary and justin keep laffing non stop larh. haha. omg. after we paused and suddenly justin laff again. he make me laff oso. den sabo me. tel darryl is i laff 1st de. LOL. so bad. haha.
den in bio lab darryl sit opposite me. so he told me tat he's sitting behind me now (i'm sitting in grp9 in bio lab1) and so i cant see him zhao geng. haha. LOL.
after sch went to tm wif yt, chunsee and james. went to popular to buy tings after tat go 77th street and buy tings den went to mac. haha. we sat dere fer lyk erm. 4hrs? LOL. stupid sia. lucky we got eat if not de person sure chase us away. haha. we tok alot over dere larh. haha. until 5plus going 6 den go home. and i keep laffing non stop at mac. ppl thought i siao bah. haha. dam funny. LOL. jus control.
anyway i'm jus so sensitive to 2names now. haha. or maybe 3names bah. but de 3rd one i nid to see face den i wil rmbr of sumting den laff. haha. omg. i jus cant stop laffing after physics. LOL. i'm going krazy. seriously. i dunno y i keep emoing den suddenly laff alot and den emo again. hais. krazy! anyway james, yt and chunsee. dun tel anyone hu i'm sensitive to til i wil laff nonstop horh. haha. haven been so happy since den..
YThursday, January 24, 2008
emo is realli taking over me now. i dunno wad to do. argh. i wan die. i wan commit suicide liao larh!
emaths test got 24/25. wtf. 1more mark sia. hais. if onli i find both x. cos i do shortcut den i tot onli 1 ans. hais. 1mark gone.
amaths got 20/20. finally my maths is improving.. without mdm lim teaching=X
YWednesday, January 23, 2008
yeah. finally camp is over(: jus had a nice nice bathXD
MONclare's bdae. so happy bdae clare(: u better got eat de cake i bought horh. i rush to tm to get it de leh. haha.
okay. we walk from sch to de campsite. wtf larh. 10.6km! and it's miss cheng wanna us to walk de. argh. nvm. i manage to complete it so i'm good! heheX) day1 nth much though. but i dunno y i after dinner suddenly feel lyk i going to peng kui. argh. nvm. dun tok bout it bah.
TUESso lots of activities lined up. woke up at 5am. so dam freaky early larh. den after tat do morning stretches. lucky no pumpings and situps. beta den co=X no offence. after tat is alot of tings larh. lyk rocking climbing all these tings. nth much bout those. den eat lunch. mine is drumstick chicken rice larh. haha. i gave all my vege and apple to chunsee and she gave me a drumstick. den i gave my wuxiang to zhenbang and he gave me another drumstick. so total i got 4. originally got 2. haha.
after lunch is water activities. de water activities is ... good or bad? i dunno how to sae oso. haha. we went rafting. and each grp is suppose to capsize de boat by entering de water and pretending de boat capsized. although it din. haha. everybody go down de water larh. onli me is pushed down by justin. herhs. so bad. after tat we nid save each other up. i suppose weijia's grp took a long tym to save him up bah. haha. den after tat is kayaking. mus boi and ger. argh. den we jus queue up see pair wif hu larh. den i pair wif justin. lol. den infront of justin is jupeng, yudha and ben. so i sae i onli wan pair wif either 4 of dem. de rest i dunwan. haha. i lyk so badXD nvm. hu cares. lol. den we kayak til de middle dere. and hold other's boat (i dunno wad tat ting is called so i jus sae boat larh.) but we keep breaking up cos cant hold tight. haha. after tat justin and ben wan capsize each other's boat. and obviously i sae no wan larh. haha.
after all activities den is bathing tym. den eat dinner and after tat campfire prep and soon campfire lorh. i duno y larh. me and xinyue suppose to compete whose tear can drop 1st. den compete til i suddenly emo. hais. sian. so campfire i rot dere lorh. emoing fer i duno y i suddenly wil. okay den after tat eat supper den slp liao.
TODAYwoke up at 6plus lyk tat. and pack stuffs. preparing to go back. yea. finally. eat breakfast den do area cleaning. haha. and we went back home at 11 lyk tat. reach sch 11 plus lorh. haha. and i missed sch so much. LOL. anyway i'm so tired. and i got no sunburn. haha. or maybe onli de nose and de forehead bah. but de rest all de hands and legs oso have. heng me no haf(:
tmr got sch liao. so fast. cant dey giv us a break jus fer tmr. hais. and tmr got co. until 6. wth. so tired. sian sia. and and and.. got pe. argh. i not gonna wear pe. i dun care larh. i got no more pe shirt left larh. and i cant possibly wear those tat are dirty. unless de pe shirt can dry by tmr after washing. haha. anyway good luck fer me tmr. getting back my maths test. but dunno y i feel tat i wil get good marks. onli ting i scared ltr is low. okay nvm.
ending here. so long no type so long post oreadi. haha.
YSunday, January 20, 2008
tmr camp liao. sian sia. hais. compulsory. and i cant bring fone. wth. zzz. dam. how am i gonna survive? okay. ltr gonna get clare's bdae so i can giv him on thur. cant giv tmr. if not he nid bring to camp. LOL. going wif yt. haha. she wanna buy bag fer de camp. den ltr charlene and james meet up wif me. yeah. no more emo fer todae. ytd emo whole dae sia. i dunno wad got into me oso.
sorry fiona, ben, yz, zhengyu, clare and yudha.
anywae i waited 1hr plus fer u guys kay. i angry oso nth de larh. argh. forget it.
YFriday, January 18, 2008
my attitude is getting bad. but wad i can i do? i reali feel lyk ending lyfe. it jus sucks to me.
wad de fuck. i'm going krazy oreadi. jus bcos of those tings tat are happening to me!
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK FUCK
FUCK!
argh!
i'm feel so ____ now. in fact i dunno how to explain how i feel. it's jus so uneasy.
i'm so troubled over friendships and relationships. hais. i'm realli dam tired larh. i feel lyk stopping everyting in de world. ending all de tings. i wanna die!
todae cca bazaar at 2plus. b4 tat were searching fer mr tan fer key. argh. end up he went up to eat. make me find fer so long. den bout 2 den i found him playing table tennies wif justina (justina is justin. LOL). he sae i troublesome dunwan pass me de key. end up he oso pass. LOL. after getting de book from de class i went back to watch him and justina play. haha. me, chunsee and cassandra supported justina so end up 'she' treat us drinks. so good. anywae cca bazaar i got no comments. i'm jus emoing over dere. fer i'm dam fucked bout these few daes and other tings.
so these few daes beta dun irritate me. i dunno wad i wil do though. argh. jus so fucked up larh.
and i noe lerh. de difference between 3e6 and 3e7 is not onli combined humanities - geog or hist. de other difference is 3e7 wil always look down on 3e6 and nv tel dem anyting...
YThursday, January 17, 2008
these few daes dam sian and tired. tmr cca bazaar. no nid go. phew. maths test todae. eh quite easy leh. i duno y. so hopefully i get full marks. and tmr de korean ppl are coming. justin mus be looking veri forward! haha. amaths test tmr. i cant force myself to study. i jus got no mood to do so. argh. my emotions is controlling me now!
ytd. once again went to ben hse. i go till 6plus onli den yudha went home at 10 lyk tat. wth. so long sia. teach maths teach so long. oso dunwan teach me. hmph. sae i nv stay so cant teach. >.< not i dunwan stay is i cant mah. hais.
anyway i'm getting more and more tired each dae. i so feel lyk dying. lyfe jus sucks to me. it means nth to me now. y? i jus cant force myself to do tings tat i shld. argh! i realli feel lyk dying. it's so meaningless in tis world wifout tings i wan. hais.
YTuesday, January 15, 2008
ytd went to buy files fer sch. with yudha and ben. walau. so many sia. 3 ring files. sian. den yudha wan buy de noisemaker (which he cal it 'pipipopo') and buy balloons. told him ntuc hab but he cant find. LOL. so i went in and show him where is it. haha. once i enter i saw it larh. LOL. he veri blur sia. haha. oh ya. b4 going ntuc we were at one shop. we stay dere fer lyk 45 mins lorh. stupid sia. dey cant make up their mind. zzz. den finally use coin to decide. haha.
after tat go ben hse to do hw and others larh. yudha is so engrossed in his maths tat he dunwan to help out wif other works. hmph. so bad. but obviously he did help after all. yups. stay till 8.40 lyk tat and den went home. wa reach home almos 9. lucky mum din scold. hehe(:
todae co combine. it's booooooriiiiinnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg! well. i help yudha to do his eng journal cos his got rejected. anyway it's my fault so nvm. haha. as fer y is it my fault i shal not sae. ltr i sae wrong ting. haha. okay. nth much fer co. onli tat i keep disturbing and hitting james. he realli 欠扁 lorh. haha. ehh ehh. no offence huh. (: okay. after co go home. obviously? and now i'm sitting right in front of de com once i got home. eh not reali oso. bathe b4 using it. okay nvm. i wan stop liao. LOL.
YSunday, January 13, 2008
fahrenheit got concert in spore during dec. wth. i wanna go sia. beta save money now. haha.
YSaturday, January 12, 2008
i'm abit impatient wif de rubik's cube liao larh. i almost completed den cant. argh.
YFriday, January 11, 2008
todae co got performance. walau eh. my shao cant blow sia. wtf. den i do fingerings onli. >.< den after tat fiona go fer higher mt. me and ben wait fer her at canteen. so long larh. den i so bored. zzz. yz, clare and zhengyu went to buy movie tics while we wait fer fiona. xinyue dam noisy in de canteen larh. haha. she keep shouting bout selvi and yz. LOL.
anyway we watch 'one missed call'. okok larh. not reali veri scary those type. but i duno y fiona lyk so scared lyk tat. haha. clare keep trying to scare me by 'boo-ing' at my ear or tap me. haha. but too bad he failed. and he find it bored cos he din manage to scare me. LOL. during de show ben and yz plae de ringtone den make de ppl beside and in front of us shocked. and den de show quite short onlii lorh. not even 1hr 30 mins? oh it's 87mins onli.
well. after tat we go clare's hse. haha. fer fun though. nth much larh. went fer lyk 45min den go back liao. yz and zhengyu dam disgusting larh. take their socks and swing towards me and fiona. walau eh. lucky i din smell it. dunno y oso. anyway tat's beta. haha. okay. dey not back larh. send us to de 1st storey. den clare send us to de gate. cos raining den no enuf unbrella. it's fiona's umbrella but end up clare is de one using. nvm.
now back home. i seem so emo again. argh! wad am i suppose to do?
YWednesday, January 09, 2008
我好想死。。。
好想好想消失在这个世界。
有没有我的存在一点也不重要。
我消失了也不会有人理。。。
STUDIES IS MAKING ME KRAZY!
RELATIONSHIP IS MAKING ME KRAZY!
LIFE IS MAKING ME KRAZY!!
I HATE MY LIFE!
I HATE DE WORLD!
YTuesday, January 08, 2008
外表坚强，内心却是脆弱的。
每天看到我在笑，但又有谁知道我的心在流血，痛苦得不得了？
我真的很痛很痛。
我该怎么办？
ii'm stil in no mood to study. hais. my mind is stil else where during lessons tym..
YMonday, January 07, 2008
oh no. wanwan and charlene is complaining bout me being bias! bleah! i'm not bias kay. it's cos u guys dunno wad is happening. onlii fiona and ben noe cos onlii dey can help me. i tel u guys oso no use. u guys cant help. no offence huh.
james is not de same position as u two and ben is oso not a higher position den u two! james is LOWER. and ben is cos of other reason. sooner u wil noe. when i wanna tel. so sowiie fer not letting u two enter my personal de larh>.<
assembly was totally awesome todae! haha. mrs lim wan us to take out our pupil's diary. she sae hu ever dunhab it wil stand. so slowly. we stand one by one. de whole 3e6 dun hab can. except kit lun. haha. y? cos we din bring our bags down onlii tat idiot did. LOL.
now den i noe tat mon onlii e6 and e7 got 1 more period after assembly. ii tink it's quite stupid. we nid to take tym to travel back to klass and assembly is sure to dismiss late. so wad's de use of having 1 more period? de tym wil be taken away by either de assembly or de travelling tym from hall back to klass. so it's realli stupid larh.
well. anywae tmr got combine. dingy is back i tink. good luck to me. heheXD and ii haven got de suona yet. how to play tian san? sian. not my fault.
YSunday, January 06, 2008
yea. ii got my newbie bag. wahaha=D tmr got sch again. sian!
YFriday, January 04, 2008
todae after sch go out wif ben, clare, zhengyu and yudha. dun feel lyk going home. actually got fiona. budden she cant go last min. so nvm. ii jus go wif dem lorh. went to penisula(dunno spell correctly not) and clare went to alter or altar his pants. ii dunno how to spell it. alamak. nvm. okay. den after tat went to funan it mall. yudha see laptop. rich guy larh. go withdraw money. it's alot kay. but ii shall not reveal(: went to eat at de food court. dey ate ii din. cos ii went to eat wif gerald and fiona b4 meeting dem. nvm. back to de food court. zhengyu din buy food actually. he took yudha's fries. omg larh. yudha ate beef and it cost $8. wth. so ex. den clare ate japanese food. ask me dun drool. idiot sia. hmph. haha. stay at de food court fer quite long larh. until 6 lyk tat ii tink.
den went to white sand. saw cassandra dere. haha. after tat de bois go see bags and den go library. stay dere fer quite long larh. yudha reading some books. haha. den zhengyu and clare dunno reading wad magazines larh. me and ben loiter abt. til 7plus den left fer home. took bus3. all of dem take wif me larh. so good. ben stil sae ii got so many ppl to send me home. haha. yea. now jus reach home not long. bathe den use com lerh. oh ya. and horh. it's lyk ii wear de uni from morning till nite larh. yucks. and de bois went home to change. ii tot dey wil be fast. but it ended up so late. nvm.
anyway..
thns gerald fer waiting wif me fer ben. haha. tot he will reach at 2 but end up 3. and u stil pei wo. so good.
thns ben fer all de tings u sae to me. ii noe lerh. ii wil not do wad ii shldn't. and oso thns fer letting me go wif u guys so ii can relax.
thns zhengyu, clare and yudha fer entertaining me quite alot todae.
THANKS(:
YThursday, January 03, 2008
after all. ii realised tat onlii fiona and ben noes miie well...
YWednesday, January 02, 2008
1st dae sch todae. walk to sch. so freaky cold larh. haha. okay. home cher is joshua tan. good. haha. e7 is flea. LOL. anyway tmr got lessons till 3pm sia. wtf. after tat stil got co. walau. tink we super arh? argh.
my klass got 1 person verii crappy larh. dingwei. walau eh. he can overtake my crappy award liao larh. keep crapping to miie, yt, cabell and soh huang in klass.
todae come home den my head so pain. sian. slpt fer 1hr plus. after tat go tm. got a new pencil case. haha. now stil so tired. argh. ii'm falling sick soon..
YTuesday, January 01, 2008
HAPPY NEW YR! 2008 lerh(:
ytd go kbox den went to see fireworks at marina dere. so nice larh. watch till 12plus den take train back. wa de train is so empty! real empty larh. no nid to squeeze at all. got alot alot of space. haha. my sista go watch wif her fwens so miie, my aunt and cous all wait fer her at my gm blk de void deck. we wait fer almos an hr larh. while waiting miie and my cous went krazy. we bought red bull to drink. den not enuf so bought 1 more. we drink 2each lorh. den on de can it wrote tat recommended is 3cans/dae. haha. after tat we went krazy liao. LOL.
my sista 1.45 lyk tat den reach de void deck larh. stupid sia. so slow. grr. den went up to de hse. miie and my cous dunwan bathe. haha. cos we plan not to slp so bathe oso no use mah. but end up oso bathe cos get scolded by aunt. haha. yea. after tat ii suggest calling mac. den we cal. de person sae by 3am wil reach. walau den he realli exactly 3am knock on de door sia. haha. stupid. den we eat eat. my sista and another cous go slp den miie and my cous use a lousy idiot com. so dam lag larh. we got nth to do so went to neopets web. den got 1 pop up wrote illegal problem or wadeva shit larh. haha. we krazy fer de whole dae larh. keep laffing fer non stop. my cous stil tel miie wad his sch got 1cher go slimming center den on tv. he keep searching de web wan find de pic before and after de slimming prog. haha. cant find den he pekchek. LOL. den we slpt at 8am larh. we so pathetic. slp on mattress sia. after tat 12plus wake up. slp 5hr plus onlii. now so tired but jus cant get myself to bed and slp. hais. nvm. after tat went to eat den go home lorh.
oh ya. ytd we got scammed sia. haha. as in de stupid kbox and de mini toons stuffs got prob. den we keep saeing dey scammers. 'hei dian'. haha. and horh. ii wan 1 newbie bag larh. den my aunt lyk wan buy fer miie lyk tat. ask de ppl de price den got wad colours. den stil see which one beta fer miie. end up she tel miie aiya dunwan larh. fuck larh. argh. den ii angry wif her. ii dunwan tok to her. haha.
tmr sch reopen. wa sian! ii hate it! ii dun lyk my klass. dunno y. sian!!
