YFriday, February 29, 2008
fuck larh. wan go out oso canot. walau eh. dam u.
okay i pass both my physics and bio(: i jus pass physics. LOL. 13/26. haha. okay. bio is 25.5/40. i won fiona(: but lost to justin by 1/2 mark. shit. argh. nvm. and my history sucks. wadeva. i dun wanna giv a damn bout tat.
1 more week b4 march holi(: but got co camp if i not wrong. wa sian..
YThursday, February 28, 2008
can i stop thinking of you?
why is it that i feel so uncomfortable?
you changed my world from the start till now.
the start is totally different from now.
it was meant to be a wonderful life for me.
but you want to end it.
what exactly do you want me to do?
i seriously don't know.
when you see me,
it's either you aviod or you pretend you didn't see.
and i try my best to pretend that nothing happened.
but what was the attitude and face expression you gave?
you sort of 'diao' at me.
what's the meaning of this?
is it that you want the cut inside my heart to be deeper?
is it that you want to torture me?
just tell me.
you are the one who hurts me the most.
and you can pretend that you didn't.
will you ever bother to care about me?
how i feel?
what kind of life i'm living now?
i seems to be smiling, laughing and joking about the whole day.
and the reason is i want to hide whatever that is happening.
do you understand?
to you, i might appear to have forgotten everything.
but do you know i never did?
i never forget what has happened.
it's a nightmare to me.
i always tell myself that you will come back.
but will that really happen?
can you fulfil what you had promised me in the past?
i want back the memories we shared.
i want back the days we had together.
i want back the time we spent together with each other...
i never want to end this.
it's you who want to.
i really don't want.
why must you do this to me?
woah! i pass my chem. wahaha. so dam freaky happy(: 25/40. walau 1 more mark get b3 liao. bleah. nvm. after all. i lost to justin again. dam dam dam! walau eh. i won him is chinese and eng den his triple sci al win me. maths is mix mix larh. LOL. haha. meaning sometyms i win him de(:
physics test todae. holy shit. i duno how do. argh dam. tmr MAYBE getting back paper. wa dam scared. bio tmr oso getting back. argh. i scared sia. sian. die ler larh):
tmr got history test. hais i dun feel lyk studying. I HATE HISTORY! i duno y i'm in tis klass larh. and it was YOU hu keep asking me to enter tis idiot klass. or not idiot klass. maybe shal sae tis idiot sub combination instead. hais. argh. nvm. forget it.
YWednesday, February 27, 2008
oh my heart hurts. not cos of love or wadeva. it's cos my dearest fone is sent fer repair. awww. how sad i am can): nvm.
let starts from ermm. mon bah. although mon i got blog but nvm. blog again. got pics(:
MONDAE.
wow. erm dere's more okay. haha(: but de person collected away.
isnt yz cute? omg. haha.
and clare too. cute huh?
well tat's all bah. haha.
TUESDAE.
hmmm. had chem test. so so larh. i duno wad to comment bout it too. bleah. okay. sch tym is nth much. but justin realli horh. haiyo. cant stand saeing leh. herhs. stil sae wad every physics lesson will waste 1period to continue de story. haha. wa. he cool larh. LOL! always make me and hilary laff non stop de. haha. but in fact he use de whole physics lesson to tok. haha.
co tat tym. i had a bit attitude prob though. and i duno y everytym co i wil either emo or attitude. eh not my fault. i seriously dunno y.
din realli go to see table tennis todae. cos dam sian larh. dey got coach liao. so duno shld go in anot lorh. stood outside de hall. den ask weihan and dazhang to come out. haha. and i realise weihan is dam freaky horny de lorh. he attack kaizhi's cock. omg. gross! okay.
after their table tennis dey came to find me and fiona. haha. so good rite? :D yupps. den weihan massage fer fiona. herhs. not fair. ask him massage fer me too. and he did(: well. and someting happen. haha. when he massaging fer fiona he keep asking fiona stupid questions. shhhh. cannot saeXD den after tat he come ask me. LOL. haha.
after co went to cs wif dazhang, weihan and kaizhi. haha. awhile onli. go buy drink den go home. LOL. stupid rite? haha. okok.
some pics(:
weihan! haha. cute? but horny. LOL.
LOL. dazhang bully weihan. he din look into de cam on purpose. haha. he din even noe i took(:
weihan and kaizhi. haha. kaizhi u cant escape from de cam(:
end of pics(:
walau chem i tink i fail liao. bleah. cos cher sae she wan scold ppl. haha. and if i not wrong kitlun failed. LOL. okay. eng test was lyk shit larh. pls. so dam freaky hard. i hate it! argh dam.
tmr got physics. mus study!!
YMonday, February 25, 2008
todae wasnt a good dae in sch bah. haha. stain my skirt and blouse wif curry during recess. den after tat noe chinese result. bleah. 2nd in klass. shit larh. i lost to yiting! herhs. i got 41 nia and she got 48. wth lorh. normally she win me 1mark onli. but tis tym.. 7 leh. argh. bu fu qi! nvm. my target is jus to win yt a mark. LOL.
after sch went straight home to change clothes. if not veri uncomfortable lorh. hais. nvm. hmmm. after tat is go sakae eat wif fiona, ben, yz, clare and yudha. den after tat sam came. wow. fiona treat. in fact is her parent larh. haha. okay. had a great tym dere. LOL. wonderful leh. den took alot of pics of de guys and dey din get angry or wadeva. dey jus let us take. wow. good todae(:
now at fiona hse blogging. haha. clever me(: my aunt hse com crash. LOL. i tink is cos of james spamming me. argh. nvm. haha. tmr got test lerh. chem test. mus jiayou(: den tmr got co. duno is good or bad. okay. nvm. can go watch table tennis(: but abit sian though. dey got coach. i tink is dazhang tel me de. bald de =X haha!
well. good luck fer my test tmr(: hopefully i dun fail or i wil be failing all triple sci ca1! haha.
YSunday, February 24, 2008
cool. my cous gave me 20bucks. fer fun(:
i won't regret what i decided to do.
be it a good result or a bad one.
i'm prepared for anything that's gonna happen.
hence,
i still decide to keep quiet and be emo.
now it's 12.45 am.
i seriously don't feel like doing anything.
alot of things is running in my mind right now.
mostly you.
you know what i mean.
don't escape anymore.
it's no use.
face it.
the more you escape,
the more you gonna hurt me.
understand?
YSaturday, February 23, 2008
i shall keep quiet from now.
i will not talk much again.
whatever i say is not important.
and it means nothing to others,
including you.
so what's the use of talking?
i'm just gonna express everything through texts.
people,
if i don't answer you when you call me,
you should know why.
YFriday, February 22, 2008
oh fuck. i'm in a dam freaky shitty mood. and my ear hurts. it's bleeding inside. ouchs.
had polynomials and bio test todae. fuck larh. i din finish my polynomials test and my bio test i jus lost 4marks cos i duno wad is de ans fer fill in de blank. oh dam. and my eng compre which i got back ytd but forgot to post de marks. i got 18/30. dam it. argh.
nvm. at least i had a wonderful tym laffing during physics lesson. me, hilary and justin were laffing non stop. haha. hilary and justin face turn veri red lorh. as fer mine i dunno larh. haha. can i see? LOL. justin was crapping bout alot of storys larh. haha. create a lot of storys. he can be scripwriter liao. haha. dun believe ask hilary. we laff through out de physics lesson =D
after sch went to tm wif ben, yudha, yz and zy. den saw a big grp of ppl from our sch at mac. haha. errm. got suraj. boon kiat, justin, faisal and de rest i forgot. so surprise tat faisal wil be wif dem. haha. okay. bought tics den go mac eat. wait fer missy fiona to finish her higher chinese. she came to meet us and we stayed in de mac fer a while. saw two persons i dun wish to see. i noe dey going tm larh. but din expect to see dem while sitting at mac. thought dey wil come ltr. nvm.
left mac and go up to de cinema dere. saw dem again at arcade. >.< nvm. den we stood at de cinema entrance dere. dey walk past me. i cant control myself. so i laff fer a while. haha. not veri long though. onli lyk erm 2mins lyk tat. den saw james, py and yp. i noe dey going larh. james told me de. LOL. dey watch jumper. haha. i wanted to watch jumper budden de rest wan watch L. so no choice. but nvm. din regret cos it's nice(:
during de show is dam funny larh. me, fiona, ben and yudha wil look at yingzhao and zhengyu whenever a ger is changing or bathing. obviously dey din show fully larh. de shoulder dere mah. haha. den yz was sitting nxt to me. i duno y larh. he sae sumting den i hit him. and we started fighting. haha. he keep beating my hand and i beat his. LOL. halfway de show chunsee called larh. haha. ask where am i. i sae watching movie den ask when my show end. so i told her 5.30. she ask me go die leh. so bad. herhs. haha. nvm. i ask her go cal james instead. he oso in cinema larh. but his show wil end earlier den mine mah. so she called and i duno wad happen larh. haha.
after show me and fiona chiong to toilet. haha. dam urgent fer me. fer fiona i duno. de show 2hr plus den i bear wif it fer quite long too. oh ya. and de show is full house larh. cool man. haha. den after tat de bois went to de toilets at de food court. and i saw dem again. argh. suay though. nvm. went to cs to walk after tat. and saw mr tan. haha. fiona sae again. LOL. she everytym see him de lorh. haha. he told me he mark finish e6 de bio paper liao. omg so fast. i ask him i fail or pass he dunwan ans me. wa. scared scared sia. okay. den went home. and i dam fuck up.
walau.
i din do anything wrong larh.
kao pei fer wad sia.
duno anything den scold lyk fuck.
everytym i oso reach home at tat tym oso nth wad.
todae u jus scold.
fuck larh.
KNN.
when will you realise i'm around again.
i feel like i'm transparent to you.
you don't seem to bother anything at all.
take a look and that's it.
some times you can stare at me for long.
and i don't know why.
it just make me feel uncomfortable.
you are just giving me false hope.
stop giving me false hope.
i hate that feeling you understand?
why don't you put yourself in my shoe?
think how will i feel?
today was never my day.
you don't give a damn.
and when i'm down,
you are no where to be seen.
you know how i feel.
but did you care at all just now?
i doubt so.
you don't seem to care about it.
i'm feeling so fuck up right now.
you will never understand as you will never ask.
my life really sucks.
it makes a different with and without you.
i hate my life.
i hate the world.
i hate every single thing of my life!
nobody will ever know what i'm experiencing now.
and what i'm feeling and thinking now.
FUCK.
YThursday, February 21, 2008
indices test got 24/30. 80%. argh): i lost to justin. dam it. dam it. dam it! den tmr polynomials and bio test. mus chiong arh! cannot lose to him! herhs.
eng test change to wed. wahaha. yeah(: and physics test oso change. to thurs. haha. so happy(: no nid rush too much. bucking up now leh. miracle fer me rite? haha.
my parents going overseas from sun to wed. wahaha. so dam freaky happy. got freedom! XD
YWednesday, February 20, 2008
had indices test todae. i kinda feel it's easy leh. but i scared low marks. hopefully tmr can get back since mr koh sae he can mark finish by den. well. i cant afford to get low marks or i'm dead. okay. and supposed to have eng test todae but miss tan wasnt here. yeah. changed to tmr. and todae was dismiss early again(: at 2pm instead of 2.30pm.
todae e6 and e7 switched klasses again. stupid sia. so troublesome. argh. so me, chunsee, yt and xy sit in a row den dingwei sit in front of us and tok to us. we were doing maths at first den i stil sae i de pro. haha. cos my maths improve(: but i stil cant do. so i pek chek. i dunwan do liao den we all tok tok. haha.
den when a P-I-G past by de klass i cant control myself from laffing. haha. seriously i tink i sort of got prob larh. haha. can emo til veri serious den oso can laff til veri serious. especially when i see de pig XD so i keep laffing and laffing. den i sae tis isnt de worse. de worse is bout dingwei's mum tingy. haha. hmmm. onli fiona and james noe(: while de rest wil onli rmbr i laff non stop outside co room fer veri long tym. 10plus mins. haha=D well. den we tok tok.
suddenly dingwei's mum msg me. haha. it's lyk so dam qiao lorh. toking bout her den she msg. haha. and i seriously have a bad tym larh. tat stupid dingwei. so troublesome sia. dun dare see his mum. duno y larh. den wei nan wo. herhs. i din reply her msg larh. ltr she tink i rude arh. bad dingwei. but lucky end up he went to see his mum. hahaXD
after sch went to watch cj7 wif my cous den my aunt and sista watched ah long. haha. different movie. LOL. b4 going to watch went to pastamania to eat. saw james wif alot of gers huh? haha. at open plaza. so went to find him. den he help me buy fone cover. finally my fone got a cover(: so scared got dent again. den after tat he tel me see sumting. haha. kahchin and a ger leh. from james klass some more. LOL.
while eating dingwei cal larh. he ask me where me at. den i sae tm. he sae wan come find me. i shocked sia. i tot y he wan come. at 1st tink he wan plae. den after tat he sae his mum got angbao fer me. wa. serious sia. i tel her dunwan liao lorh. LOL. haha. she actually got ask me go meet her at sch entrance sae wan pass me sumting. i stil tot wan to giv dingwei. so i dun dare go and dingwei ask me dun go. haha. den she ask dingwei giv to me. LOL. haha. and obviously i din ask dingwei come tm larh. ltr my aunt tink alot. >.< i suppose james and fiona wil do so too. haha!
** james and fiona. pls horh. dun anyhow go tok to other ppl and spread rubbish. especially james. anyhow go tel mr tan. i shock u tel sia. so dam bad. lucky u din tel da zhang. or i kill u arh. hmmm. tmr eng test. nth much to study. so.. haha. hackcare! (: den fri is polynomials and bio. wa i scared bio fail sia. ytd mr tan stil ask me got study anot. haha. i jus smile smile. hopefully i can get a beta score. wa. tmr mus realli chiong fer it liao. jiayou(: i cannot get suan by justin again! argh.
co tmr. hmmm. i dunno wad it wil be lyk. wish tat nth happen at all...
i dunno y i jus cant control my laughter when i see PIG. if u guys see me laffing non stop, it's bound to be me seeing a PIG tat's y i cant stop laffing. haha. 99% is cos of tat. haha.
so i'm realli krazy(: i can emo fer alot and laff alot too. i seriously duno wad got into me larh. i wish i could be normal. but i dun tink i can. fer alot of tings jus get into my mind wifout me noeing...
YTuesday, February 19, 2008
wth? table tennis lost again. wa sia. straight 4 rnds. all lost. 5-0. omg. i stil tot todae got hope leh. but stil lose. >.<
tmr got 3 tests sia. wtf. eng, emaths and chinese. walau ehh. fuck.
i really feel so hopeless.
i don't know what to do now.
there's still struggling inside me.
i feel so terrible.
i just can't let go of it...
okay nvm. let's end tis post wif de pic of my cute cous(: those hu see him b4 wil realli tinks he's cute okay XD
YMonday, February 18, 2008
table tennis lost again. 5-0. hais. hopefully tmr wun have since a bad result. if not it's not gonna be good. straight 3 rnds of 5-0 score lerh. anyway jiayou and good luck tmr fer table tennis players(:
okay.
i know what to do.
i shall numb myself,
and my feeling.
since that's what you want me to do.
i doubt i can do it.
but nevermind.
since that's your wish,
i shall fulfil it.
anyway i know that.
you won't give a dam.
but just let me play along with what you want.
since i've no longer got a mind of myself.
let me be tortured.
for all i care.
as you won't care.
then,
i won't have feeling anymore.
YSunday, February 17, 2008
my mood is realli bad since ytd. thns to u. u shld noe hu u are. i dun nid to mention. and i dun tink i wish to mention. hais. i duno wad to do. and i dun feel lyk doing anyting seriously. dere's work fer me to do but i jus dun feel lyk doing it. i got no mood. hais.
if possible, people, pls dun disturb me these few daes. i'm in no mood. i dunwan any disturbance or wadeva. i jus wan peace fer my daes now.
i supposed it's really the end of everything.
nothing will change the fact.
nothing will change your decision.
it's the same for me.
i will not change my mind.
you should know what i'm talking about.
i will not change who my 'him' is in my heart.
i did try to forget everything.
i did force myself to do so.
but it failed.
i don't want to force myself again.
jus let it remains in my heart forever.
you ask me to forget by hating you.
you think i did not try?
i did.
but it don't work.
my mind just simply can't forget you.
i just can't stop thinking of it.
can't stop thinking of you.
i can't control myself not to think.
i could not bring myself to hate you.
you seems to be the one controlling my life.
once i think of the things that is happening,
my mood just swing.
causing the people around to think what is happening to me.
i hate this feeling.
i hate life like this.
but i can't do anything.
everything that is happening is a fact already.
there's no way i can change it.
you are the only one who can change it.
you are the only one who can change my mood to a better one.
you are the only one who can change my feeling to a good one.
and you are the only one who can change my life to the best.
but will you ever do that?
look around,
don't you feel something missing?
i'm the one you promise you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
while i'm holding on please turn around.
i see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to save our love.
look back and see me now.
don't let me down,
please turn around.
YSaturday, February 16, 2008
walau ehh.
stop asking me bout him.
i had enuf oreadi.
it's de end.
stop mentioning bout him to me
and stop toking to me bout him.
i dunwan to hav anyting to do wif him.
i wan back my freedom.
i wan back my peace.
i wan back wadeva i hav
before he came into my world.
i hate him!
i dunwan to be related to him in any ways.
pls stop disturbing me bout him.
wadeva u all wan noe go ask him.
stop asking me.
i dunwan to tok bout it.
i dunwan to tink bout it.
YFriday, February 15, 2008
todae is sooooo fun. LOL. well. 1st was de house meeting. haha. we sabo huihui and benjamin tam to be leader fer dunno wad ting larh. haha. and dey realli kanna. LOL. den after tat i wanted to go watch table tennis. but mr tan din ans de cal. so nvm. haha. stay in co room till 2plus cos xy wan me to pei her til she go choir. so after she go fer choir i went back home. eat den go back sch again. haha! cos i wan to stay to watch sec4/5 ptm. LOL.
stay in co room and went krazy wif dingxin! haha. we keep dancing de indian dance. got coconut tree and we play. haha. guess everyone noe wad i mean bah. haha. we keep finding ppl to be de coconut tree. on chunsee veri willing lorh. de rest all run away. haha. after tat we stil tok bout de cloth tat is hanged on top of de door of co room. haha. dun wanna tok bout tat. it will make me krazy. haha. i'm laffing now while i'm typing out tis post. haha. den after all krazy stuffs. tricia nid go home cos her bro no hse key. haha. so send her to de bus stop and waited wif her fer de bus. haha.
den after tat walk back to sch. and noe wad? i wanted to jaywalk but de table tennis ppl de bus came. so stupid justin saw me trying to jaywalk and pointed at me and tel mr tan. argh. den mr tan sort of stare larh. haha. i stopped lorh. din jaywalk. den when de bus enter de sch gate. i dun care i jus jaywalk. haha. den when reach outside de general office dere den justin keep saying i jaywalk. mr tan sae i jaywalk and i'm from his klass some more. i smile back obviously.
but de james and yt sabo me larh. sae wad i din jaywalk. i use de zebra crossing. but horh. i use run de. cos i wan to see justin. walau ehh. wan sabo oso not lyk tat mah! herhs! den i dam paiseh larh. LOL. some more not tel justin is tel mr tan, justin and da zhang larh): sabo til lyk tat. so evil. haha. nvm.
hopefully mr tan wil forget larh. cos he teasing bout fiona and ben together lorh. haha. jus bcos he saw dere together at popular once. zzz.
after tat in co room lorh. din really do anyting. haha. jus walk here and dere. from co room to canteen and from canteen to co room. real bored. haha. nvm. exciting parts are at de back! LOL.
me, chunsee, kx, wb and gary were scribbling on de board larh. haha. i keep writing chunsee loves ____. den de rest of dem oso folo me and write. herhs! mus tink of ur own names ma. cannot folo me de! so bad. haha. nvm. chunsee so good lorh. nv sabo me. yeah. thns ya(: but i so bad keep sabo-ing her. sorry chunsee(:
after tat left co room at 5plus. went to canteen to sit. haha. me, chunsee, james and da zhang sit together. i had a realli GREAT TYM laffing okay! LOL. bcos of alot of tings i laff larh. haha. de ting tat lead me 1st to laff is pigface XD haha. after tat den tok tok. den i keep laffing. james suddenly tok bout dingwei tat case again. so i cant stop laffing. haha. den stil tok bout mr ow de whistle. cos he blow den suddenly veri soft. from loud den go down. haha. so da zhang tok bout it and make me laff more larh. haha.
oh ya. and tat stupid gary. i sae hi to james' bro. den gary sae wad i cant get de older de so i aim fer de younger de. stupid larh! =.- and i kick him. wanna aim his... uh hmm. but obviously i din. cos he turned so i kick de side of leg onli. haha.
after tat dey nid assemble in de hall. i wanted to go watch larh. but chunsee wan go home so i got no choice. cant watch. haha. nvm. james sae it's bored. LOL. okay. den we went back home lorh. i tink dey are 'enjoying' their tym in de hot hall now. hahaXD
hais. i tink i nid to send my fone fer repair.. sian..
i'm trying very hard to pretend today.
pretending that nothing happened
or wadever that had happened had been forgotten.
during the time in co room is really torturing.
i don't want to have anything to do with you.
totally nothing at all after that day.
you have ur life with whoever you want
and i will have my life with whoever i want.
i don't ever want to care any longer.
YThursday, February 14, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAE(:
tis yr's vdae was great! haha. had a good tym exchanging presents. LOL. but table tennis lost to vs. haha. nvm. bound to lose. dey knew it demselves too. and de scores is lyk all 3-0 larh. onli benjamin stil good. 3-2. anyway nvm.
lets post de fotos(: de gifts i've gotten.
all de gifts i receives(:
given by xinyue. haha.
cassandra made cookies(: so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet!
chun see give de. haha. we went to buy together de.
gerald give de. de wrapping is so cute! haha. front and back. 
de present from gerald!
my dearest fiona give de. it's frh album(:
tricia give me de. nice leh. rose in bottle(:
yt bought fer me tis. haha. PIG! yeah. too dark cant see properly. paiseh. both hp pouch and holder oso got pig. hahaXD
omg. chip and dale! XD james gave me de leh.
doesnt yt present and gerald present a match? haha!
tat's all fer my vdae present! great dae i had. no stead but sooo many besties. and not forgetting my dearest fiona(: lurve ya all!
YWednesday, February 13, 2008
my lyfe sucks todae. so is my attitude.
todae or shall i sae everydae? i always have a good tym laffing. bout someone i realli hate alot. not to mention. everyone shld noe.
went to tm to buy vdae pressie jus now. bought alot. LOL. we exchanging gifts. haha. cool rite? vdae exchange pressie. well. den nth much lorh. LOL.
boring dae todae and it sucks todae.
YTuesday, February 12, 2008
wtf. i dropped my fone jus now and got damage. FUCK!
todae reali wasnt my dae larh. indeed i fail my physics. 12.5/30 =X okay. nvm. but i stil get suan by justin sia. walau eh. sian larh. i tel u i gonna get higher den u nxt tym rnd! i din even study at all fer tat test and i got all formula mixed up. i noe u clever larh. get As fer both bio and phy. i fail both. fine? u so clever u go 3e7 larh. u oso din manage to get in. and my sci is always bad larh. at least my maths beat u rite. tok til u so pro. den get ur chinese grade to C larh. argh. nvm.
den co.. b4 break. i dam pekchek wif de two guys larh. walau eh. tink i good to bully arh. u two gonna die soon nxt week. see wad i gonna do. FUCK. den breaktym as usual go to see table tennis. benjamin vs da zhang and is benjamin win. haha. he shouldnt join choir lorh. den he can be captain liao. haha. he so good larh. okay after break din go fer tian shan combine. stupid zhong suo haven come yet. hais. nvm.
ask da zhang to find us wif benjamin and justin. end up onli he come. de other two go home liao i tink. haha. nvm. he stay til 6 wif us den leave. haha. so cool. i ask him every tues and thurs oso lyk tat he sae okay sia. so on lorh(:
i tink tmr i gonna lose my voice lorh. keep shouting at those two. dam FUCK larh todae. todae reali suck. argh.
my mood and attitude sucks todae larh. dun irritate me.
YMonday, February 11, 2008
LOL. i failed my bio =X 14.5/30. wtf. 1/2 mark more leh. argh argh. hais. nvm. i'm prepared fer tis result cos i din study. haha. den tmr shld be getting back physics and i suppose wil be de same too. FAIL. hais. nvm. nxt tym cannot fail lerh(:
valentines and i'm spending my tym wif FIONA! hehe. cos got co mah. so can together! LOL. well. i gonna get her a pressie and she's gonna get me one too okay. hahaXD we are couple mah.
tmr i got appointment wif de table tennis again. hehe. in fact it's ermm. every co break larh. LOL. me and fiona wil go dere and watch. haha. and i oreadi requested da zhang to play wif justin. hehe. and i stil tell da zhang tat i wil be dere at 4. LOL. appointment leh. haha. but thurs cant watch): dey going fer tournament. PRSS vs VS. haha. we sure lose de lorh. nvm. haha. good luck anyway. LOL. seems lyk me and fiona is so into table tennis now. haha.
todae is soooooo funny. haha. we plan to scold pigface when he walk past our klass in order to go to de hall. haha. in fact is xinyue scold larh. haha. den we walk to de toilet. toking bout wad to scold. den xinyue sae 'fuck you... sumting sumting. i forgot' dam qiao larh. we turn at de toilet dere and we saw dem. wtf? i suppose dey heard xinyue scolding but obviously dey dunno hu she scolding larh. haha. so i went laffing. haha. u all noe larh. i cant control my laughter when i see pigface. wahaha. okay. i'm krazy. anyway after tat din manage to scold him larh. cos de timing not rite. din 'meet'. haha.
ace period is so dam freaky bored okay. do bout personal well-being. so i end up msging dingwei. cos i veri sian. ask dingwei tok wif me since he din come sch todae. haha. he sms halfway den din reply larh. so bad. hmph! LOL nvm. i dun realli care. haha.
after sch went fer chem pract. nth much. den after tat i dun feel lyk going home so i stay back wif jasmine. xinyue pangseh larh. so bad. argh. nvm. haha. me and jasmine tok quite a few tings larh. haha. it's secret! LOL.
and i was lyk a messenger fer justin and da zhang larh. da zhang finding justin den i tel justin when i see him. he hack care. so i tel da zhang tat justin in de canteen. he ask me to tel justin go find him at de main gate. and obviously i din walk to de canteen larh. i was at de carpark dere. walk to canteen so far and wad fer. haha.
i call justin instead lorh. he ask me tel da zhang go canteen find him. argh. 气死了! aiya den i dun care lerh larh. i walk out wif jasmine and xinyue. den oso tel da zhang tat justin dunwan go find him.
den xinyue suddenly sae got ppl go home wif her no nid us pei. bleah. den end up jasmine suggested going back to sch instead. so okay lorh. i help da zhang pass msg. end up is pass paper not msg. argh. but got msg oso larh. haha.
okay. and i went back to canteen and pass it to justin. he dam idiot larh. i wan tel him wad da zhang wan me to tell but he dunwan listen. so not my fault lorh. haha. is he dunwan listen de. he din listen is his prob lorhXD den after tat stay in canteen wif jasmine until 5 den go home.
wa i realli dun feel lyk going to sch can. i so dam freaky tired. and tmr got co. which means maybe got combine. hais. i realii hate it! I HATE COMBINE! it's not bcos i wil get scolding from yiyan or wadeva. in fact scold den scold lorh. de prob is PERCUSSION IS BEHIND! i hate it. dam freaky fuck wif tat larh. argh! i hate it. hopefully someting can cheer me up? dunno wad wil it be too..
YSunday, February 10, 2008
last dae of new yr holidae. hais): tmr got sch lerh. sob sob. LOL.
okay. continue from ytd bah. hmmm. ytd went out wif fiona and brian. after tat ask chunsee to meet up wif us. haha. she told us she went to ms ho and mr wong hse. lost 10dollars plus in blackjack. haha. wow. LOL. fiona nids to leave at 6 at first. but her parent stil at other place so we went to brian hse to plae. haha. play blackjack larh. and i lost. bleah. herhs. and brian won my money. LOL.
sowiee james. sowiee sowie. not purposely de.
after brian hse den fiona went home. her parents come fetch. so me and chunsee went to ben hse. actually we plan to jus change orange and go de. haha. but end up cos of angbao (chunsee not me.) so we enter. cos ben mum sae go in den got angbao. haha. after tat i call yz and zhengyu to come if not veri sian. haha. stay dere til 9 den go home.
in de end nv watch cj7 larh. stupid. no tics lorh. hais. nvm.
todae went to my aunt fwen hse. haha. got alot of angbao. yea. LOL. so cool larh. and den hmmm. nth much bah i tink. LOL.
i haven do any of my hw!! argh. dam. i seriously dun feel lyk doing. it's lyk from sch reopen til now i stil got no mood fer studying. dunno y larh. i wanna die seriously. i duno y. i jus cant force myself to focus. argh.
YSaturday, February 09, 2008
3rd dae of cny(:
jus came back from four seasons hotel. haha. baby's full mth held dere. dam rich larh. full mth onli leh. den at hotel liao. haha. cool lorh.
me, my sista and two cous is de 四大天王. haha. LOL. foto show nxt tym(:
going to meet fiona ltr. haha. yeah.
and at nite going to watch movie wif 四大天王 and another cous. my bro dunno hab anot. haha. cool rite. LOL. watching CJ7. not CJH* arh. haha. =.- well. quite ex larh. $9.50 leh. hais. but hu cares larh. i jus wanna spend my nite out. as in go home late larh. haha. showtym is 11plus i tink. so reach hm wil be 1am plus. yeah. late! XD
*CJH is clarence jeremiah hasan. obviously. haha.
YFriday, February 08, 2008
2nd dae of cny(:
nth much todae. but a small part of my conversation wif my cous is funny. haha.
translated to eng(: haha.
cous: heys. now trendy issit? (refering to de plaster on my leg)
me: *smile* no larh. i got blister.
cous: *laff* i tot is trendy now to hav tat on de leg.
LOL. stupid larh. haha. but i realise quite trendy leh. =X another cous of mine oso hab plaster on de leg. cos of blister. haha.
hw stil not done. bleah. hmmm. left sat and sun. both daes i'm busy. haha. how to do hw? >.<
YThursday, February 07, 2008
1st dae of chinese new yr(:
go visit here and dere. last place was my gm hse. haha. stay dere til 6plus. was slping over dere larh. haha. ehh not onli me lorh. 3 or 4 of my cous oso slping. haha. den my sista and aunts all sae come here jus to slp. haha. but seriously veri tired larh. LOL.
and i duno y larh. after i wake up i emo liao. haha. okay. jus cant control myself not to emo. 自然反应. haha. and i tink my attitude prob is getting worse. hais.
YWednesday, February 06, 2008
woah. bout 1 hr 30mins more. haha. yea(:
no emo now! rmbr!
chinese new yr eve!(:
todae performance was screwed up. seriously. rehearsal is beta den de actual performance. no offence. anyway not onli co is screwed up. even some other performance oso. bleah.
went out wif fiona, ben, yz, yudha and zhengyu jus now. nth much larh. yz and yudha pangseh ben. end up he's de only guy wif me and fiona cos zhengyu nid to go home. haha. guai kia leh. go home so early. LOL. wanted to take neoprints budden dam lots of ppl in de shop. argh. so din take. nvm. haha. nxt tym oso can.
now, let's see. hmmm. got 3 movies to watch. wow. lucky getting angbao so can watch. haha. heng leh.
emo? dun tink todae hav. haha. hopefully these few daes i wun emo bah. haha. dun wanna emo these few daes. no good larh. haha. trying not to emo although sumtym i seriously duno y i wil emo bcos of wadeva it is larh. wun mention wad i emo bout. i suppose onli fiona, james, ben and chunsee noe bah. okay. shhhh...
YTuesday, February 05, 2008
todae rawks(:
although i got punishment by staying back to arrange de chairs and keeping de pu jia in co room. cos i'm late fer combine. haha. but hu cares? X) SHHH. those hu noe bout y i late dun tel other ppl arh. haha.
tmr chinese new yr eve. so fast. sian. i hate it. cos i sucks at suona. i noe tat myself and i admit larh. okay? anyway i jus duno y i can survive fer ermm 2yr plus playing tat instrument. anyway nvm. i dun care oso. okay. i'm crapping larh.
now i jus dunno y i can be dam hyper den suddenly dam emo. okay. i'm sot liao larh. thns to james and fiona. argh. herhs. morning abit emo larh. den afternoon is hyper till dunno wad larh. keep laffing non stop til my stomach pain larh. bleah. and i laff fer 10plus mins bah i suppose. zzz. i'm realli krazy. krazy till i dun even noe wad happened to me.
i feel so krazy larh. and i hate tis though. argh!
YMonday, February 04, 2008
caning.. sian. i hate it. every yr i see.
anyway i jus suddenly feel lyk making my blog to a veri emo one. den all lurve here and dere. LOL. i dunno y. jus suddenly feel lyk. maybe i shld. hmmm.
tmr last dae of sch. as in after tat is cny larh. wed is half dae. yeah. got angbao. wahaha.
YSunday, February 03, 2008
todae wan catch a nap oso cant. bleah. when i abt to go to slp den james msg. after tat ben msg. zzz. den i msg fiona. den after tat try to slp. after awhile my mum calls. argh. den nxt. fiona and ben msg again. LOL. after tat my aunt call me. wtf. i wan slp leh. end up from 5.30 to 7 was suppose fer me to slp. but i tink i manage to slp fer less den 1hr larh. cos my cous ard keep making noise. watch tv oso on de volume dam loud. walau eh.
tmr another sch dae. i hate it. stressed! i haven do my hw yet. sian larh. i dun feel lyk going sch tmr larh. feel abit sick. hais.
YSaturday, February 02, 2008
shit larh. got co on mon. wtf. hmph! den i tink got chem pratical after sch oso. wa. it means i got co from mon to wed. bleah. wed is performance..
my iq increased. haha.
oh i'm so bored. hais. lucky todae no co. i tot dere wil be fer de cny rehearsal. but heng dun hab. haha. anyway i dunno y i so sian leh. LOL. nth fer me to do. dun feel lyk studying. jus wanna slack slack slack. haha.
tis yr cny eve no be urself dae. haha. nvm. we nid wear uniform and nid wear tie anot i dunno. haha. wait fer dem to sae lorh.
is dere anyting fer me to do? BORED! not even a weeks' tym den is cny liao. so fast. haha.
YFriday, February 01, 2008
new blogskin(:
holy shit! my both tests gonna fail fer sure. and i tink is a 1digit number mark. argh. die larh. FUCK!
isnt yz cute? omg. haha.
and clare too. cute huh?
