YSunday, February 17, 2008
i supposed it's really the end of everything.
nothing will change the fact.
nothing will change your decision.
it's the same for me.
i will not change my mind.
you should know what i'm talking about.
i will not change who my 'him' is in my heart.
i did try to forget everything.
i did force myself to do so.
but it failed.
i don't want to force myself again.
jus let it remains in my heart forever.
you ask me to forget by hating you.
you think i did not try?
i did.
but it don't work.
my mind just simply can't forget you.
i just can't stop thinking of it.
can't stop thinking of you.
i can't control myself not to think.
i could not bring myself to hate you.
you seems to be the one controlling my life.
once i think of the things that is happening,
my mood just swing.
causing the people around to think what is happening to me.
i hate this feeling.
i hate life like this.
but i can't do anything.
everything that is happening is a fact already.
there's no way i can change it.
you are the only one who can change it.
you are the only one who can change my mood to a better one.
you are the only one who can change my feeling to a good one.
and you are the only one who can change my life to the best.
but will you ever do that?
look around,
don't you feel something missing?
i'm the one you promise you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
while i'm holding on please turn around.
i see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to save our love.
look back and see me now.
don't let me down,
please turn around.
