YWednesday, March 05, 2008
hmmm. todae's lesson was as usual larh. haha. was helping dingwei and chun see to write compo. haha. so rush. den tat stupid dingwei wan to write chim chim but dunno how to write de word. LOL. managed to finish in tym. if not both mus stay back lorh. haha. thns me leh. LOL. and i realise is alot of ppl din do larh. haha.
i've changed place wif yiting(: i love her seat. at corner de. obviously we changed without permission. haha. so now i'm sitting at de last row nearest to de corridor(:
and now justin is making fun bout de no eyebrow thingy. stupid larh. all thns to weijia. shit. den weijia tel me 'kailynn actually you got eyebrow but u go ard the sch and see whose is shorter den us.' argh. and justin tel me 'i noe i got alot thick eyebrow but i wun donate to u' walau as if i wan ur donation of eyebrow lyk tat. bleah! den i sae he not onli thick eyebrow. hand and leg oso hairy. haha(:
and fiona u baddie. gang up wif justin. herhs. nvm. den i gang up wif jana lorh X) hu ask u wan to make fun of me 1st. haha. nvm. i dun care. cos u noe i wun lyk him. haha(:
okay stayed in sch till 4plus cos raining den cant go home. haha. no umbrella(: so in sch do nth. tok tok onli. help yiting wif maths. aren't me good?:D okay. i'm being bhb. nvm. den after tat i nid go home lerh cos no rain. and missy fiona dunwan. so i suggested going to playground den she so hyper sia. shout lyk mad and quickly pack her stuffs. LOL. but i cant go playground lorh. cos i nid go home. haha. den she so sad. haha. stay at playground fer lyk 5 to 10 mins den she take bus home. haha.
now jus wake up from my lalaland not long. haha. well. i'm jus bored. nth to do. maths got 4questions. i lazy do. haha. ltr den do(: den holi onli 1 week and i dam busy can. chem got alot of hw. den eng oso. still got maths, ss and cip project. wa i peng liao. sian. i tink stil got more coming up tmr larh. zzz.
it seems that i really can't forget.so should continue pretending that nothing happen?it's torturing.although i've learnt to bottle up my feelings...breaking down is nothing now.it seems like it's happening to me every now and then.or maybe always.so don't get surprised or whatever.it's normal.maybe to you it's not normal.because you've never see it before.the time you spent with me,i will never break down.but the time you weren't with me,you never knows...i've been breaking down these few days.it's quite often.i really don't know why.i can be laughing and joking but in my heart,it hurts.will you ever feel it?
