LOLLIPOPS;

YSaturday, March 08, 2008

i don't know how to express how i'm feeling now.
it's complicated.
i really don't know.
i feel so helpless.

can someone help me?
i just feel so _____.
it's hard to say or explain.
maybe just one word - terrible.

or..
maybe other words.
but just can't express it.
it's really torturing to have this feeling.

i need help.
help me to get rid of this feeling.
i hate my life.
it's not the kind of life i wish for.

i really love you, don't me?
even if i don't, i can't forget all the things that happened.
it just sucks.

i hate myself for loving you.
i hate myself for not being able to forget you.
i hate myself for everything i did.

why am i existing in this world?
i want to end my life.
i can't survive anymore, living in this way.

i really don't know.
do i love you?
do you love me?
how i wish i know the answers to all my questions..

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