YSaturday, March 01, 2008
i really don't know what to say...
when i read people's blog,
it wrote that they went out and you are with them.
is this what you mean by studying?
i seriously don't know what are you thinking.
what exactly is in your mind?
can you tell me?
it seems like your results have no difference.
in the past and now, it's still the same.
FAIL.
so this is what you call - study.
i really wonder sometimes.
do you really go home and study or you hang out?
or maybe you went home but you didn't study at all.
instead you were doing other irrelevant things.
how you expect me to let go?
your results don't convince me that if i do let go,
you will get a better result.
if you get a better result,
i don't mind letting go.
for i know if i let go you will do better.
but the thing now is your result is still the same.
maybe when you are able to get a better result,
i should really let go.
even if i'm doing it willingly or unwillingly.
since you still choose not to study,
there's nothing i can do.
whatever i say you won't listen.
and i still won't give up no matter what...
